Sunday, October 16, 2005
www.livejournal.com/~dogmadestroyer

blogspot sucks.

zK taped a piece at 10/16/2005 03:22:00 PM
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
just felt like updating.

ive been on an emotional rollercoaster ride. the rails broke down and sent everyone flying. i smashed into a rock wall and died.

im such a bad person. i don't know how or can't repay people the help i've got from them. i suck at making friends. and even if i do make friends with people, its super hard for me to keep in contact and all that bullshit. people see me as.. just another guy.. and oh where was he when i needed someone. where was he? who? that guy? who? who the hell is he? who? bah. it looks like im ill fated to be with myself. talk to myself. sleep with myself. or go to school with myself. 4 life. oh im not even that close to my family. i dont even really talk to them. i lock myself in this fucked up room of mine and just drift away into insanity.. like i can just stare at the monitor for a full hour without doing anything thats just wasting my time when i can do something else you know what im talking about like school and how the hell to move on when you really really really really care for someone you love and cherish while that person doesnt or pick up a skill like how to make a fork into a spoon or make alcohol out of a table knife, some butter and strawberry jam or make a business on how to sell your mom's underwear and join the apprentice and work for donald trump or how to be a worthless retard. oh wait. im already one.

at least i was on the same ride with you.

zK taped a piece at 9/11/2005 11:28:00 PM
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
one pointless bulletin:
It will be interesting to see who responds! I told
this guy, that I could find 300 people who believed
in Allah before he could find 300 people who do
not
believe in Allah. If you believe in Allah, please copy
and paste this onto a blank e- mail form (leaving
off
the headers), add your name, and send it to your
friends and family. If you happen to be the 300th
person signing this, please send it back to:
Dorothy Wiser. Her e-mail address is:
dwiser@serv.net Thanx!!!

zK taped a piece at 8/13/2005 08:55:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
let her go, says he. shes moved on.

oh yes btw.. check out my 'happy' blog here.

zK taped a piece at 8/09/2005 07:47:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
its fucking coming back to me. hello again. i cant seem to forget. ive tried. and now i cant sleep. but still.. im am forced into submission.

zK taped a piece at 8/02/2005 02:52:00 AM
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Monday, July 04, 2005
there is no light on this black earth anymore.

zK taped a piece at 7/04/2005 08:04:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
penning down my thoughts of you,
encircle for warmth in this membrane,
i feel you,
i feel you,
lucid, yet, as concrete as your cold teardrops,
that puddled my warm shoulders,
residual harmless aura, left untouch,
i felt that moment,
forever, forever,
i will never forget you.

zK taped a piece at 6/22/2005 10:36:00 PM
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