I've found an interesting article. Do not continue if you feel uncomfortable. =D (Its from Exit Mundi btw.)

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Could someone or something switch us off? Could it possibly be true that our world is just a computer program, or a hologram, or a dream? Although it's about the weirdest thing you could think of, there are some tantalizing clues this might indeed be the case. The stuff we call 'reality' may simply not be for real.

Welcome to the outskirts of reality. Welcome to the place where theoretical physics and philosophy meet, and where religion and science loose their meaning. Better fasten your mental seatbelts. What we’re about to tell you is just too weird. Too mind-boggling. And quite disturbing, really.

Here we go: the place we call reality may not be real at all. It may look real, and feel real, and smell real. But if you know where to look, and you look real close, you can see the cracks. Just like a Hollywood actor that suddenly realizes he's not surrounded by real buildings -- but by props made of cardboard paper.

If that sounds like lame science fiction; I agree. Indeed, we’ve all seen The Matrix. And of course, there’s this ancient eastern saying: `Am I a man dreaming to be a butterfly, or am I a butterfly dreaming to be man’? But could such a thing be conceivable? Could it be true? Are we really here? Or are we, as one reader of Exit Mundi suggested, only a computer simulation, run by an alien race? Perhaps the simulation is getting boring, and the guy running the program is about to switch it off. We’d see some kind of huge ‘game over’-sign, and that would be it. One moment, we’re here. And the next – we aren’t.

If you’re easily disturbed, or prone to paranoia, better stop reading now. You may not like the answers to questions like these. What you are about to read may change the way you see things -- forever.

Matter: Chunks Of Music?

First, you should know the stuff our Universe is made of isn’t very real at all. Sure, you can feel the chair underneath you, and see the monitor in front of you. But what we feel and touch and see in everyday life is actually a manifestation of some deeper, completely different kind of reality. Ultimately, matter is much like music. We’ve listened to it for so long now, that we have grown accustomed to the idea that the music is the only thing there is. But would we open our eyes, we would suddenly see the instrument that’s playing the music.

One way to explore what matter is, is by taking it apart. First, you’ll find tiny chunks of matter that are called molecules. Then, if you take the molecules apart, you’ll find the atoms the molecules are made of. And then, if you take apart the atoms, you’ll find a nucleus surrounded by a cloud of electrons. And if you take apart the nucleus? You’ll be in for a big surprise. For inside an atom’s nucleus, reality as we know it actually ceases to exist.

An atom’s nucleus is made of tiny entities we call ‘particles’. But ‘particles’ is not really a good word for all the quarks, muons, protons, neutrons and electrons matter ultimately consists of. When you say ‘particles’, you think of little balls. But in quantum physics, there’s no such thing as solid `balls’ you can touch or see. In fact, particles are so incredibly different from everything we know of, our language lacks the words to describe them. Particles can be in two places at the same time, and behave both like a wave and a tiny chunk of matter, depending on what you do with them. Particles can pop in and out of existence from nowhere. And ‘grabbing’ them is impossible: it is simply not possible to both know where a particle is and how fast it moves about.

But still, a particle has to be something, right?

That’s why more and more physicists turn to `string theory’. In string theory, matter is ultimately made of extremely small elastic circles, called strings. These strings vibrate. But not like anything we know: the strings vibrate in at least ten dimensions! Our particles are the vibrations of the strings: they are the music the strings make.

The Dimensions: Up Or Zgvnp?

Okay, hold that thought: matter is ultimately the manifestation of something else.

Gladly, there are also things that are normal. Matter is weird, unreal stuff -- so lets leave it out for a while. What you have left seems normal enough: it’s a thing we call ‘room’ or ‘space’. You can go forward and backwards in it, or up or down, or left and right. No denying that.

Well, I hate to disappoint you, but in physics, it’s all different again. Much to their own surprise, physicists have found that many calculations add up much better when you assume there are more dimensions than three! Try eleven dimensions, and you’ll get the best results. In fact, you cannot explain the stuff you see in certain experiments without assuming there are more than three dimensions.

Again, it is extremely hard for us silly, three-dimensional beings to even imagine what a many-dimension reality really is. For starters, try not to think of dimensions as being some kind of ‘place’. Instead, they are better compared with `directions’. Besides going left, right, up, down, backwards and forwards, you might want to go ‘brlp’ or ‘zgvnp’ for a change – whatever you call it. Dimensions are everywhere around us. In fact, they are intimately interwoven in our everyday reality. They are just locked away from our experience.

The implications of this are, of course, staggering. Even physicists don’t fully understand what living in a multidimensional universe really means. But we do know this for sure: we only see a small part of the ‘real’ reality.

The Universe: Bubbles Of What?

Time to check out exhibit number three: the Universe.

Again, the Universe is something we think we know. It is that big black thing with all the lights in it over your head. Perhaps you’ve even heard it’s expanding: first, there was a kind of blast (called ‘Big Bang’), and from that moment on, the Universe grew bigger and bigger.

But hold it right there. Once more, the real story is far stranger than that. For starters, the Universe has no ‘outside’. To ask what is ‘outside’ the Universe is a meaningless question – it would be like asking what continent lies ‘outside’ our planet. ‘Outside’ the Universe there are no dimensions, and there is no time. The Universe is best seen as an expanding bubble of dimensions in a sea of nothingness – although ‘nothing’ isn’t really a word you can use to describe what is ‘outside’ the Universe.

It is extremely difficult to fully comprehend what that means. According to one theory, there are many dimensional bubbles like the one we live in. Our Universe could be the result of two of such bubbles – or ‘planes’ – colliding. And wait, now you’re doing it again: you’re picturing a place with bubbles floating around. But there’s no such thing as a ‘place’. Instead, the other Universes should be wrapped up within our own reality, remember?

An even more bizarre theory has it the place we call the Universe is actually best compared with a hologram. Our Universe could be some kind of optical illusion, the result of several dimensions resonating.

Feel dizzy already? Well: the same goes for time. Time is also something we think we understand: yesterday was another time than today. But if you look on a large enough scale, it’s all different. Time is actually the same ‘stuff’ as space!

That’s easier to understand than it looks. It takes time to go from one place to another. Sure, you could move faster. But there’s a limit to how fast you can move. Nothing, not even a thought or a particle, can move faster than the speed of light – which is still more than one billion kilometers per hour! But even at light speed, it takes time to go from one place to another. That’s why time and space are basically the same. Space is time, and time is space. No wonder Einstein called it ‘space-time’.

And You? How Real Is Your Mind?

So, to wrap things up: we live in a place that’s not really a ‘place’, we’re made of stuff that’s not really ‘stuff’ and what we see is only a small part of what’s really there. Matter, time, dimensions, the Universe – it’s all lucid, unreal. We live in a kind of bubble that’s not really a bubble, and we’re surrounded by tiny, resonating strings that play a kind of multidimensional music we call ‘matter’. Pretty confusing, don't you think?

Gladly, you can cling to this one security: that you are here. No matter how weird the stuff around you is, you are definitely for real. No need to explain: you just know you are.

But do you really?

Let’s do an experiment. Speak out your name over and over and over and over again. After a while, you’ll notice something weird. Your name will begin to sound strange. It’s no longer something that is you – your name is just a word, a random sequence of syllables and sounds that other people utter when they want to catch your attention. If your parents had given you another name, you would listen to another sequence of sounds.

The same happens when you look in the mirror. Stare at your own face long enough, and you’ll suddenly realize it’s just another face. The face in the mirror is, of course, yours. But after a while, it won’t feel like that anymore. The face you see could be anybody's.

Most neuroscientists agree the same applies for your consciousness. The thing you call your ‘self’ is most likely an illusion, created by your brain. Your brain gives you vision, sound, speech, feelings, and thoughts. When you add all these things up, you’ll have some overall feeling of awareness you call your consciousness. But still, your brain is the thing running it. Your feeling of ‘self’ is best compared to a software program running. It looks very real – but it isn’t.

Of course, most people believe there is something like a ‘soul’ or a ‘spirit’ living inside of you. But when it comes down to facts, there just isn’t any evidence for that. Every thought you have, every move you make, every emotion you feel - it’s just brain, brain, brain.

There are actually experiments that prove it. When you disturb your brain in a certain way, your feeling of ‘self’ can get detached from your brain. Suddenly, it will feel as if ‘you’ are not inside your body anymore. You experience what is known as an ‘out of body experience’, or a ‘near death experience’. But you don’t have to be nearly dead to feel it. The sensation can easily be created in a laboratory, by placing a helmet with rotating magnetic fields on your head. The magnetic field acts like a ‘jam signal’ on your brain. Suddenly, you'll feel like you're floating outside your body. But you aren’t. It’s just your brain going confused.

And you don't really need a helmet to do the trick. Visiting a place where the movement of the Earth's crust generates magnetic fields can give you the experience. Being in a situation where your brain doesn't get enough oxygen sometimes does it. Certain brain operations bring out the experience. Meditation and intensive prayer can generate it.

In fact, exactly this is why some people see ghosts, or Maria, or feel like they are visited by aliens. It is an incredible weird experience to be ‘outside of your brain’. Your brain will try to make sense of it. Immediately, the rational part of your brain will come up with an ‘explanation’ for the experience. You will sense a ‘presence’ near you. If you’re religious, you might see Maria, or Jesus. If you believe in UFOs, your brain might tell you you’re visited by aliens. If you believe in ghosts, you’ll feel the presence of a ghost of a dead person. But in reality, it’s your own feeling of self you’re experiencing.

So... Are We A Game Of Simms?

So there you are. You’re just a walking piece of matter that’s pretending to be someone. But in reality, things like matter, or self, or the Universe, or time, or dimensions are all illusions. Everything we see and everything we feel are, in fact, the manifestations of some underlying reality.

That leaves you with an unsettling question: what exactly is that reality?

The truth is: we don’t know. Could be almost anything, really. A dream, even. Or a simulation. Or a kind of computer game, an advanced kind of Civilization or Simms. There’s no way of knowing if there’s someone or something pushing the buttons. There’s no way of knowing if there isn’t, either.

And then, there’s this other thing most theorists agree on: our reality could suddenly end. Our universe could fold up. The dimensions we live in could be wrapped up. The very fabric of our physical world could be disrupted by some unprecedented, weird physical event. From one second to the other, our reality would no longer be there. Sounds like fun, right?

But then again, why bother? For that’s the deeper consequence of these things. If there is no such thing as a place we call Earth, we needn’t really worry about its end. Would the characters of a Simms-game feel sad or disappointed when you turned off the computer? Or would the people you dream of at night mind when you woke up? You guessed it: they probably wouldn't. What isn’t really there, doesn’t really end.

That being said, there’s only one small problem. You see: you have to be a good philosopher to really feel it that way!

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zK taped a piece at 10/29/2003 03:37:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ MALAS AHH NAK UPDATEEEE. But I'll do it anyway.

Sorry for not updating my blog with 'satisfying' posts. =P

Went to school on Monday. I only had 3 hrs of sleep on that day. Actually, I got some sleep after I got home from school. It was such a drag. I was having a headache and my eyes could hardly stay open when I was in school. Especially during physics. What a way to start off the day. Physics was our first period. 'Radioactivity'.. who gives a shit. Batal. I don't have a problem with physics.. only my teacher. Haha. Physics teacher of course. I've made a post about him before. Got home, was so tired but instead of going to bed, I came online. The tired-ness and the bullshit caused me to forget that I was sleepy. Of course that didn't make sense. =P

Anyway, I got some sleep at 4.30 later that day and woke up at 6.30 missing the Simpsons. I missed it today too. Damnit. Didn;t go to school yesterday. Malas. Oh yes btw, only 12 people attended school on Monday, not counting the ones who were having some workshops or courses. Yesterday was 16, I heard. Today, I shalt estimate around 19. 4 periods od DnT. Doing something, well, maybe slacking our asses off in the library or whatnot. Porn was great. I deleted em anyway. I shall download new ones later. Terawih? Hahah who gives a ... batal.

I am freaking tired now. Just had a HEAVY sahur. Had a cold burger and the burger was huge. Fuck. Batal. Having some stomach cramps.

Conclusion: Oh well, I am tired. I'll update again tomorrow or something.

Carpe Diem.

And.. check this site out.

http://www.xs4all.nl/~mke/exitmundi.htm

zK taped a piece at 10/29/2003 05:36:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Your IQ score is 126.

zK taped a piece at 10/27/2003 03:20:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ You are worth exactly: $1,964,442.00.

zK taped a piece at 10/27/2003 03:03:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ For those of you who are wondering, I took the "What Sort of Muslim Are You?" at http://www.beliefnet.com =D

Puasa already. I downloaded some porn videos.. again. Hey aren't the demons locked up and thrown into the sea? Poor demons and all the evil shalt not existeth throughout the month. Well I was having a bad mood = evil. =D

Anyway, I just logged in for.. err no reason. Suppose to meet Yadi. (REASON) But he never did show up. I am still waiting for him though. In the mean time, chat activities going on in #rockers-arena and... #melayu of course.

I am off. Theres school tomorrow. Weehoo. I mean later on. :\

zK taped a piece at 10/27/2003 05:04:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ What Sort of Muslim Are You?

You scored 14, on a scale of 0 to 60. Here's how to interpret your score:

0 - 15
Secular Muslim.

You are a cultural or secular Muslim. You might identify yourself with the Muslim community, but like Kareem Abdul Jabbar, you have no problems with beer commercials. Islam provides you with more of a social setting or community than a set of religious beliefs. You may live by many of the basic principles of Islam, but you do not necessarily choose to attribute them to Islam. You are probably not too comfortable with many of the social restrictions often associated with Muslim organizations or societies.

zK taped a piece at 10/25/2003 08:10:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ By the way the previous post was made at 12:15am. =D

zK taped a piece at 10/23/2003 12:32:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am just sick and tired of everyone looking at me like some kind of idiot. I HATE LIFEEE!! Just kidding.

Stayed at home the whole day. Rather boring but yet fun as always. Ordinary day. My cat is currently sleeping in the toilet. And almost everyone else is asleep. I am not planning to go to school tomorrow as it will be a waste of time. Not much to study though. All the crap begins after 1st November. Idiots. But I am glad that they gave some time for us to relax after our 'N's.

Anyway, the express students will have their annual Graduation Ceremony thingy today (Thursday). Everyone was hyped for this one but I do not think it would be anything that special though. It will most probably suck because

First of all, the Normal Academic students aren't invited. What if some of us decides to leave school after Secondary 4 or couldn't even get to Sec 5? Its the same case as being in Normal Technical. Are you fucking blind or selfish or does not possess any intelligence to realise this? Well people are people. Ignorant bastards.

Secondly, the ceremony starts in the evening. I wouldn't or rather anyone would call it a prom night because it ends in the evening at 6pm. Because why? The gates has to be closed by then. Why? Is it because teachers fear the dark? Or just once again too ignorant? Let these people enjoy before their O levels or something.

There my ramblings. Even though its 1.5 or 2 hours, I bet there will be some sort of dance like umm.. let see for 30 minutes and dinner? Speech for an hour or so.

Oh well, I am not invited anyway. You guys have fun hor. =D

zK taped a piece at 10/23/2003 12:32:00 AM

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Your element is Air. You are and artistic person
with a unique sense of style. You are
intelligent, constantly active and most likely
like to sing. Constantly moving the air is a
force of nature. One moment you can be a breeze
the next a tornado.


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True That.

zK taped a piece at 10/21/2003 08:02:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ School was cool. Played my friend's clasical guitar which he brought to school for nearly an hour. Had lessons unfortunately but I was still in my holiday "don't care" mood. Heh.

Anyway, my cat returned home just now at 9:30pm. My mom went searching for her and found her in a drain which was in the premises of our block.

Interesting facts..
- It took 1.5 days to find her.
- 7 people to go search for her
- Farthest we went searching for her: Jalan Tenaga.

zK taped a piece at 10/20/2003 11:28:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ View the picture here. Its too large for my blog so I decided to type the whole thing out.

You are exactly what your name implies. You see what other people miss. You are the intellectual of the personality types, as well as the philosopher. You possess a cool and rational nature and take things in stride. You are concerned with the 'big picture' as well, and you always know what's going on. You know people better than they know themselves and it makes them nervous sometimes. You know exactly what people don't want you to know about them. But take care not to get too detached through the lens of that powerful microscope nature of yours. You can be a little cool towards people and sometimes you need to remember that you have a heart as well as a brain.


Seer


The ULTIMATE personality test
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I'll be putting up a quiz page soon.

zK taped a piece at 10/20/2003 11:23:00 PM

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You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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zK taped a piece at 10/19/2003 05:17:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Heres a pic of my new cat.

Click

zK taped a piece at 10/19/2003 06:52:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ More details on the Gathering...

I was the earliest bird there. Arrived at around 4:30 at Orchard MRT. At the same time, some of the guys were still in Tampines where they had a get-a-long thingy. I waited for an hour or so for them to arrive. Upon arrival, they (Khai, Bo, Bah, Dhalif, Khai's friend (I didn't know his name), Ashri) called me and asked me where I was and bla bla. And there they were hanging our at a foundation of some staircase. We talked a bit of crap there. Had a fun time laughing my ass off. Waited for some people (Boon and Sijie who arrived late), and off we went on our way to Lido. It was already about 7pm by then. We were all planning on watching Underworld but there were no vacant seats left at Lido. We were grabbing something to eat as We or rather I was hungry. Hurhur. Had some Taco's. Mmmmm.. Talked crap again. Commenting on some caucasian(sp.) chicks and some minahs and laugh our asses off like no one's business. At the same time we were deciding as to should we watch the movie or not. We ended up slacking at plaza Singapura meeting a friend of ours, Kaze. Bahriah and some others left already. Talked crap again, thinking of lan gaming but we continued slacking. Boon bought 2 bottles of Vodka. Hahaha Bo was already cursing Boon because bulan puasa was already approaching but Boon just smiled and stuff. Haha. Kaze and Sijie shared one of the bottles while the other bottle was shared by Boon and Dhalif. Dhalif was tempted. Me too by the colour but I resisted. Hah. Dhalif ended up drinking a larger amount than Boon did. After that, Dhalif gave some tips to us about guitar playing regarding all those modes and chords. After slacking for nearly 1.5 hours, we headed to Dhoby Ghaut MRT for home. Yet more crap talking in the MRT. Boon did a voice impersonation of P Ramlee and Elvis. Lol. I joined in the laughter. Dhalif and Kaze were talking about music. Bo and the others were just and still slacking. Went home and bla bla bla and bla.

Carpe Diem.

zK taped a piece at 10/19/2003 06:46:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Anyway, I listened to some new DT songs. Whoa, do they sounded different. I got it from Dhalif who got the songs from some insider.

I am also working on a new song which I am composing. Only had the intro done. =D And.. some other parts.

zK taped a piece at 10/19/2003 06:27:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Oh hey guess what? My new cat went missing too! I only slept 2 hours today because of that. I was like so fucking stoned and tired.. I wasn't conscious about where I was. Me and my sis tried in vain searching for her under the void decks and all. She (my cat) was hyperactive and all approx. 2 hours before she went missing. Rolling around. Heh. But sigh.. where did she go? Hopefully she'll magically return after sunrise.

Well anyway, I had a great time just now (Saturday, 18/10/2003). Went back home at 12. Went to sleep at ard 2+. Woke up at 4+ and now I am having insomnia. I am now bloghopping and stuff out of boredom. School's on Monday. Fuck. Some Normal Academic N Level students in some schools are already having their holidays. Anddd all the Express work will be done next year. Even though I hate going back to school for the next three weeks with our holidays being consumed by stress hard-ass boring days of schoolwork, I think this is the best way to get us prepared for the 'O's. All the revision will be done next year. But still, our school sucks a lot of arse.

Now onto something more "religious" (even though I am NOT religious, I am forced to practice this annually, hurhur) its that that time again. Puasa or fasting month. Haaaaa. Can lose some weight. =D Andd.. Dhalif and Boon had some Vodka just now. Lol! Dhalif was tempted but ended up drinking it. Lol.

My sis is still searching for my cat. :
Carpe Diem

zK taped a piece at 10/19/2003 06:22:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now Listening: Dream Theater - To Live Forever

Another bored mundane day. The lan gaming thingy was cancelled because of my friends were going to some pit. Thus, lan gaming is impossible. However, I hath a new cat! Her name is Sassy. Lol. She has a flat face. Lol. Cute. ^_^ Now shes in the kitchen adapting to her new environment. She's quite big for a cat which is just 9 months old. But.. I do miss my old cat... Spotty which went missing since July. :(

By the way, Happy Birthday Izuan.

There's a gathering tomorrow. Might be going. I heard they are going to watch Underworld but as always, I am short on cash. Heh.

Anywho, cherios. Wanna find somethin fun to do.. tried installing Counter Strike but ends up being a bitch. Well tough luck.

Carpe Diem.

zK taped a piece at 10/18/2003 12:55:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Oh yes and what kind of schools perform spotchecks?

Schools in Singapore!

Hahahaha.

zK taped a piece at 10/16/2003 11:45:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Hahaha. I've just noticed that Raszman has updated his blog after a a well err.. approximate 56 days! Lol! Hope you can update it more regularly "bro". =D

Whoa well another boring day. No crap talking today. My eyes are hurting. Radiation and shit. :\ I need to get some sleep to rest my eyes. Tomorrow is Friday. Again. Which means = prayers. Hahahaha. Hmm. Oh well at least I am lan gaming tomorrow. Also, I really miss school. Not. Heard there is going to be a spotcheck on Monday. There would be a possiblity of them forgetting about it. Well they are teachers you know and a lot of things occupy their minds but I am not going to take the risk but am I going to cut my hair? Never. They can take away my freedom but they can't take away my dignity!! (In a scottish tone) Well I think they are the only people who can. What am I blabbering about?

Guys, check out these animations I discovered. Absolutely funny in a nonsensical and witty way.

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=123995 (Part 1)

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=123996 (Part 2)

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=125834 (Part 3)

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=128420 (Part 4)


Oh yes, another gathering on Saturday. #rockers-arena gathering. Will be looking forward to that. Crap talking all the time even though I do not know what they are blabbering about, I would just squeeze in somewhere and start my bullshit. Thats just me. =D

Ok, thats all the time I have. (Of course I have a lot to spare but there are other things I should do first like.. GETTING SOME SLEEP)

Carpe Diem.


zK taped a piece at 10/16/2003 11:40:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Just finished watching the Simpsons and Boys Be simultaneously. (The latter) Twas an episode about loneliness, the other was Moe getting plastic surgery. Hahaha. Its always one plot to another plot which is of no relevance to the previous plot. Thats what makes the Simpsons unique. Andd... Chiharu is hot. =D

Anyway, lots of crap talking yesterday in IRC.. well in #bnss_melayu. It was like a 5 hour marathon of talking crap. Can't wait to jam with Raszman and gang. They progressed a lot since I've met them as a band. I would often reminisce about the days when I played music with em.
Great guys to hang out with. From playing music to computer games. It was my obnoxious attitude which they had a problem with. Haha. I left eventually in early 2003 to catch up on my studies and shit. And now I am back. Looking forward once again to making music and having fun with em.

Great holiday, just slacking around the house. I'll be going out tomorrow and Saturday for lan gaming and maybe buying some new t shirts. Thats all for this entry. I'll be blogging again later. Later meaning another day or two. =D

Carpe Diem.

zK taped a piece at 10/16/2003 06:42:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I've finally decided to update my blog after err 5 days?! Time flies. Haiz.

Well anyway, took my last paper yesterday which was DNT which was a bit well difficult compared to the DNT paper I took in the preliminary examinations. Haha. So I was just guessing all the way. Of course, I knew some of the answers... (From last minute revision).. and yeah thats what I get a hard ass paper. :S Anywho, I had my Maths paper 2 on Friday and luckily it wasn't THAT dificult. Missed out one question because I didn't have a compass with me. :( But was okay. Now all I have to do is wait. After the Maths paper on Friday, my friends decided to celebrate. We went lan gaming.. which was a lot of fun.. (refer to the phlogger ahahaha). After lan gaming, which we finished at around 10 .. I saw a lot of chicks with make up, tight clothing and all.. at the Tampines bus interchange at that kinda time. For what reason I do not know. Hahaha.

Oh well, now I am stuck at home for the entire week. Weee a well deserved rest, which we didnt experienced during the one week break the school had in September. Yes, I will be going out and shit. Lan gaming again most probably. Hahaha and all those minahs giving me boners and whatnot.

Well ok, I'll be blogging later again I think.

Carpe Diem.

zK taped a piece at 10/14/2003 11:38:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Woohoo

My N levels are finally here!! In about 1 and a half hours to go to my Geography Paper. Tak belajar! Hahaha. I don't usually study, looking through notes during the last last last last last last minutes before the paper. It just stresses you more except for now. Hahaha.

Well anyway to update some stuff, I'll give you a three-day run through of what I did.

Monday

Took my English paper. Whoa.. were the comprehension sections difficult or whot? I didn't get to write a satisfying story for my composition either. The topic was about a school girl who was nervous for her first ever job interview and I ended up writing crap because of the shortage of time then. While I was taking the 2nd paper (English), I experienced some stomach crams and after the time has expired and the teachers done counting the papers, I rushed home. Hahaha. For this, I wrote a crap summary for the comprehension.

Tuesday

Mathematics. I had all this adrenalin. I went through some notes the night before, did some TYS exercises and ready when all of a sudden something bad happened during the morning assembly. Me and my friends were dicussing, exchanging notes and stuff. When..

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*** KITTI3 sets mode: +o Pyro`Rain
KITTI3> 15,6apenya dear?
KITTI3> 15,6wad siak
Pyro`Rain> tadi kita semua dah prepare
Pyro`Rain> untuk maths exams
Pyro`Rain> then
Pyro`Rain> pagi2 ada gaduh ah
Pyro`Rain> antara dua budak cina
Pyro`Rain> sec 3
Pyro`Rain> which ended
Pyro`Rain> brutally
Pyro`Rain> leaving one of em macam ada convulsion
Pyro`Rain> okay
Pyro`Rain> one of the guys
Pyro`Rain> push the other
Pyro`Rain> the other lie flat
Pyro`Rain> then the guy who pushed him
Pyro`Rain> stood up
Pyro`Rain> and
Pyro`Rain> guess what
Pyro`Rain> he step
Pyro`Rain> no
Pyro`Rain> smash his foot
Pyro`Rain> eh salah
Pyro`Rain> well
Pyro`Rain> PIJAK
Pyro`Rain> on the guys head
Pyro`Rain> '
KITTI3> 15,6oh shitt
KITTI3> 15,6then
Pyro`Rain> the guy
Pyro`Rain> then
Pyro`Rain> yg lying tu
Pyro`Rain> macam kena
Pyro`Rain> sawan
Pyro`Rain> u know rite macam mana?
Pyro`Rain> scary shit
Pyro`Rain> ada kawan aku boleh main2
Pyro`Rain> pekik2 "sakit gila babi"
Pyro`Rain> idiot
Pyro`Rain> aku layan kan jer
KITTI3> 15,6shit...
KITTI3> 15,6siallah
KITTI3> 15,6then wad happen
KITTI3> 15,6did u get hurt?
Pyro`Rain> budak sjab sumer seram
Pyro`Rain> nope
Pyro`Rain> me and the rest of the normal guys
Pyro`Rain> just sat there and watched
Pyro`Rain> some teachers ran in
Pyro`Rain> and carried him to the sick bay
Pyro`Rain> the rest
Pyro`Rain> is history
KITTI3> 15,6arh,..
KITTI3> 15,6okie..
KITTI3> 15,6then u managed to bkin ur paper kan
Pyro`Rain> yeh
Pyro`Rain> tapi
Pyro`Rain> the image
Pyro`Rain> stuck in my mind
Pyro`Rain> hur.
Pyro`Rain> and
Pyro`Rain> the guy yg pijak his kepala
Pyro`Rain> just sat down and stare at him
Pyro`Rain> with a "i dont care if u die" look
Pyro`Rain> crazy shit
KITTI3> 15,6oh my god...
KITTI3> 15,6wtf happen siah..
Pyro`Rain> dunno
Pyro`Rain> some stupid arguement?
Pyro`Rain> always.

Nuff said.

Wednesday

Science. Hahaha. Physics was an overall "OK" paper. Able to do all. Chemisry on the other hand.. was a hard ass paper. Most of em.. buat sembarang. Heh.

Ahhhhhh and today is Geog. God. Tomorrow is Maths again.. Paper 2. Remind me to bring my calculator and stuff. Hurhur.

Ok, I wanna get ready and all so catch ya later.

Carpe Diem.

zK taped a piece at 10/09/2003 12:38:00 PM

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I dont even watch the cartoon. Hell, I don't even know such a show exists. Hahaha. just took it for fun. :D

zK taped a piece at 10/07/2003 11:52:00 AM

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Thats me with my shitty hair. Just cut it the night before. Moreover, I was in a bad mood. Haha.

zK taped a piece at 10/03/2003 11:49:00 PM

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Jerking off is fun.

4 more days to my 'N's.

Nothing peculiar happened today as usual except for.. a friend of mine got beaten up aka 'trashed' because its his birthday. After he got trashed the pupils who trashed him got confronted by a teacher. HAHA! I laughed my ass off so hard that I almost fell off my sit. Got my report book today. Best three: 12. =P

Improved:
Combined Humanities
English

Declined:
Mathematics =O

I can do better for my math. I got a umm band 5 (E8?). Aiming for an A1. Wee. I got a band 5 for my Humanities. I would usually get a F9 for CH but not this time. Hurhur. I got a umm.. band 3 for English. I got a band 4 for Eng for Mid Year. Combined Science.. band 4. The rest... 5s and Us. Only 1 U and thats Malay. Lol. I did overall improved.

Off to watch the Simpsons. Brb. Guess not. Visitors. =(

My classmates complaint about my physics teacher and could possibly get a replacement after our 'N's like finally.

The reasons why we hate him is because:

i) He would spend 15 minutes on a single question explaining. No matter how hard he would try, none of us would understand a thing he says.
- Poor language
- Slow process for learning

ii) Monotone voice
- Its irritating.

iii) Send pupils to the back of the class/out of the class/to the office/to see the Operations Manager or Principal.. for Minor stuff.

E.g
- Smiling
- Whispering
- Discussion amongst pupils regarding their studies
- Changing places to get a better view of the whiteboard
- Fidgiting

iv) He called me a "loud speaker".

None of the pupils in my class like him. Not sure about the others.

The Aftermath:

We..
Stand up
Argue
Threaten
Make fun
Irritate him
Complain

I don't think he's even conscious for our 'N's

The coffee which is sold in our school rules. Caffeine.. Mmmmm.. is a drug. =D

I love school. =)

zK taped a piece at 10/02/2003 06:16:00 PM

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