im going off the internet. you might see me pop up once in a while. if you're lucky. til then. good bye.

zK taped a piece at 5/31/2005 05:53:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am under super depression. My world is changed again. This fucking sucks. Argh. I don't even feel like sleeping right now. vdeuiecbecbebjck;bjkebjkedbjk; eddqbjk;dcbjkcjkbbjkedcbjk;jkbcbjkjkbeqdjkqbjkbqdcb
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zK taped a piece at 5/29/2005 02:57:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am always the one being kicked around and left behind. Sometimes I really hate myself for what I am and for what I've become. But who am I to choose?

zK taped a piece at 5/28/2005 12:04:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now Listening: (secret band) - Alone And Unaware, (find the rest of the title yourself)

I've submerged myself in a world of regret. I followed the wrong path to what seemed to be a blessing .. yes but only short-lived or ephemeral. The trail that led me to my own demise. I've destroyed myself. The sudden realisation of me being human. I have this one life.. to live and outlive myself. To be me. I ramble here and now, to extinguish this thoughts of self misery. But to no avail. A perennial itch that eats you up bit by bit. I wish there was a physical rewind button so that I can right the wrongs, to change, to derail the physics of time.. well to change by will. But if there were to be a choosing.. would I make this choice? Would I risk changing the fate of every being, cell, particle, atom just for a handful of wrong doings that sticks into your skin, sinking deeper and deeper before it tears you apart that you can feel the pain.. illusive but yet so real? What is real anyway?

I won't and I can't.

This intervention, I cannot let go, I cannot forget. I will cherish.

zK taped a piece at 5/27/2005 01:59:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ this is my first post since the last which how the fuck should i know.

i think im more of a Cancerian than a Leonian.

zK taped a piece at 5/23/2005 03:42:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ this is gonna be my last post for how the fuck should i know.

im gonna die single hahaha. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

zK taped a piece at 5/23/2005 01:55:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now Listening: Dysrhythmia - Touch Benediction

Yesterday was one hell of a day. :)

Too lazy to review. Maybe later. Bye.

:)

zK taped a piece at 5/22/2005 03:00:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now Listening: Slipknot - Circle

Its been a while since I've gotten all emotional over something or.. someone.. which is quite a refreshing start to something new which, at this point of time.. is unknown. Now, I type with dots.. which is quite cool. Cos.. dots are [emo]tional. Very politic. As emo as fucking weird white specs. Ok cut the shit.

A good friend of mine, Dhalif, has suffered a lost today. His grandmother passed away. *sends his condolences to Dhalif and family.*

REMOVED

zK taped a piece at 5/18/2005 08:27:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am having one of those sleepless nights again.

zK taped a piece at 5/17/2005 05:39:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Hello again. I apologise for the long absence. I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride to hell and back then nowhere. Yes. At this moment, I don't feel like blogging but my hands are moving whilst subconciously thinking/fascinating (though this sounds sick) about.. her. Yes her. (points) This is of course going nowhere. I am out of her life. Well.. for good I think. I didn't do anything. I didn't know what I do. Well at least shes happy. Thats cool. Not. I can't seem to know why.

I am just a big fat loser. :)

zK taped a piece at 5/16/2005 03:36:00 AM

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