Opeth - Patterns in the Ivy II

Without you I cannot confide in anything
The hope is pale designed in light of dreams you bring
Summer's gone, the day is done, soon comes the night
Biding time leaving the line and out of sight

It runs in me, your poison seething in my veins
This skin is old and stained by late September rains
The final word from me will be the first for you
The rest is long, but I'll go on inside and through

One moonlit shadow on the wall
Disrupted in it's own creation
Veiled in the darkness of this fall
Is this the end - manifestation?

Patterns...
In the ivy...

zK taped a piece at 11/30/2004 11:11:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ok why am I here again?

zK taped a piece at 11/30/2004 11:04:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Aye. The day wasn't that bad. Spent most the day by myself. I wasn't in the mood for today's jam. Woke up early and shit. Oh yeah dumb reason. But hey whatever.. I do what I want to do. You can't force me to do something that I do not want to do unless you're some goverment-prick typed person.

Yeah. I went solo today. Was quite ok. I got to do speed vaults over the err table-under-the-block-then-got-place-to-play-chess-or-dumb-i-dunnoe and brushed up on my wall runs, verts and reverses. Damn fun. Then, it began drizzling. Being the rain lover (yes I like rain) I am, I sat down on a low wall.. savouring the cool climate from the forever warm, hot and god damn humid.

Then I went home.. and got into the shower for a nice nice nice nice bath. Fascinating. Then I played Dark Age of Camelot with my Level 18 kickass Scout.

But still.. lonely.

Shomeones shgrounded. ^_^

zK taped a piece at 11/30/2004 09:18:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am not looking forward to my trip to Thailand at all. I know it has been a long time since I've travelled out of Singapore with my family due to financial problems and other bullshit.. but I've been hit on by some major doubts at the moment.

I am experiencing negative intuitions which are .. I don't know.. visions of death and such. Are these to be known as premonitions when the time comes? No one knows. After hearing some unpalatable tales of the country from me friends , as a pile up to the hostile situation between the Buddhist and the Muslims, (Is the conflict still on going? I don't read the papers. Another reason why I abhor the idea of religions.) and the other bullshit such as terrorism.

Man, I do really sound gay. I bet the hermaphrodites inhabiting the country (widely known) would love it. 5 days of bullshit here I come. Sawadikawhatevershit.

There is a reason for this.

zK taped a piece at 11/30/2004 01:28:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ too bad I lack the english power to express my thoughts on my life. things that I want to share. things that have changed me.. for the better .. for the worst. things that have fucking hurt me. i am just not in the mood right now.

where are you?

zK taped a piece at 11/29/2004 01:47:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ you were blind to see,
what i had for you.
a gift no other can give,
only for it to be thrown,
forever forgotten,
forever lost,
into my own void of misery.

zK taped a piece at 11/29/2004 01:36:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Just came back from one of the best PK jams ever. Although there weren't much who turned up.. I sure did learn a lot of new stuff today.. thanks to t0rch3d aka Nazir. I am just beat right now.

There are a lot of things that are still going through in my mind that won't just die or fade away. There are things that I can't even understand by thought nor by any physical means. Things that cannot just be merely described or be epitomised in words. And all we have to do is accept it.

I am talking crap but..

What is Life? What does it mean to live?

zK taped a piece at 11/27/2004 01:48:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Listening to: Fear Factory - Zero Signal

Ah. What a rude awakening. Damn opened my eyes with the sun shining directly into me eyes. I was momentarily blinded. I redirected myself from that state of oblivion and found myself on my bed in my little room, in this pathetic world again. Ever had that feeling where you just woke up from your sleep and asking yourself whether you're alive or dead? Ok that sounds familiar aye? Matrix.

Well, will be pk-ing again later I guess. Its been a while since I've played my guitar due to the break from jams and all that.

Will update more later.

zK taped a piece at 11/25/2004 11:43:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Listening to: Opeth - Harvest

Freedom from O levels. Thats what I've longed for since day 1. No more Bedok North Secondary School.. no more O levels. All those fucked up years are gone. Now all I have to do is to carry onward on the footpath towards my unknown (predetermined? maybe) future.

I am down with an injury. Damn smashed my knee to the ground from 2 metres up. Clipped onto the rails. Then I remembered, I soon got on my feet again and started jumping around again. (but not as intensively as before) I am hungry to PK. Injuries sure does suck but I am ok. A knee pad would be nice.

Anyways, you can download my new pk video I made HERE. Thanks to Angela for suggesting the song to meee. :P

Can't wait to see you guys again on future meets. Til then.. take care.

zK taped a piece at 11/24/2004 08:38:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Heya. Just got back from running around and climbing like an idiot on the 3rd day of raya around my neighbourhood. I banged my shin against a low wall but it ain't that bad. I sprained my left butt cheek from an attempt to do a lazy. But nonetheless it was quite educational. It surely does feel different when you PK alone as opposed from pking with a group. Well, firstly you have more freedom as to where to go and what you wanna do and theres no peer pressure. This is when you tend to become aware of your own limitations and such. But its kinda boring. I tend to not attract attention. With other traceurs around, I don't mind PK-ing with strangers around.

Anyway, Geography O Level paper tomorrow. Guess what? I am losing interest in education. Whahaha. I am crazy. Yes. All there is in my mind right now is all about having fun. Yeah. Senang dulu susah kemudian. watevaxXx. I haven't been studying but I think I'll be able to do it. Yeah. Oh well.

zK taped a piece at 11/16/2004 08:27:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Finally fucking maths is over with a fucked up cacophonous, disturbing end. Fucking fucked up. It killed my mind. Its not hard. Just that it requires lotsa thinking. Moreover, I didn't study that well. What the fuck am I gonna do now? Nothing. Thats right. Theres nothing I can do. :P Just hope for the future.

Its a relieve that my days in the fucked up school are over. You people may have had those nostalgic moments. Me? Yeah what moments? Sure, I had those kinda memorable moments. But fuck. I don't remember most of them. Maybe its because its overcast by those fucked up moments I had in the fucked up school. Yeah. Thanks a lot you pieces of shit for making me feel this way.

I never really had a 'best' friend in school. They all evolve to be fucked up low lives. You can all go to hell for all I care. Stop calling me a fucking freak lah cheebais. Do you know how fucking hurt that is? Whenever I get pissed off. You guys laugh. What the fuck? Am I wrong to experience real human emotions? AM I A FUCKED UP ALIEN? Fuck what you think.

zK taped a piece at 11/08/2004 07:58:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Will be PK-ing later at 2pm. Woohoo. At ECP ah. Not exactly sure where, but I foresee, we'll be kicking ass.

zK taped a piece at 11/06/2004 07:38:00 AM

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