Haha Teachers' Day.

What the hell is that?

zK taped a piece at 8/31/2004 12:03:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ah hoi hoi.

School day. -_-

I really hate school. My school in particular. I don't know whats the reason behind my abhorance for school but it has to be the students. Hahaha. They just don't give a fuck. So I don't give a fuck. It takes 1,500 hands to fucking click.

zK taped a piece at 8/30/2004 12:24:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Phew. Just got through a tiring day. 50 minutes standing in the freaking bus. Your legs can just snap man.

Jammed with Moonlit just now. Man, after arriving 1 hour later.. my mojo just went from infinity to zilch. Also, the tension was there cos we were testing out our new vocals, Sarina. She is an ex-vox for Terminal Cry! Argh. How can you not get tensed up man?

Oh yeh. I cocked up umpteen times. Worst. Guitar playing. Ever.

After being rejected from the Teachers' Day rehearsal, my feeling for guitar playing just loosens up. I mean, when ever I play, I don't have that 'feel' you wanna have anymore. Hope to regain it. It fluctuates.

Meanwhile, I shalt introduce the new line up for Moonlit Catastrophe!

Click!

From left to right: Sarina - vox, Flint - Keys, Addy - Drums, Chris - Bass and Me - The Triangle.. I mean guitars.

zK taped a piece at 8/29/2004 03:11:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Hah. We didn't make the cut. That was the second time I was on stage with my guitar.

The 2 teachers organising the damn thing couldn't hear our playing. How were they going to hear when they are right in front of the damn stage?+

Well thats history. I couldn't even hear my playing cos my amp is small.. its place paralleled to the ground. If it was slanted up, I could just hear my playing. Thats impossible cos they had to use a mic and all. Our amps doesn't pack much of a punch for it to blast the school hall. Its a practice amp what do you expect?

+ Speakers are placed at the top of the stage area and on the sides of the hall.

Sabri's bass overpowered my guitar sound. I can barely hear my playing. But the people around the centre region of the hall can hear us clearly. Of course, situated behind those damn teachers ah.

I did my solo. It was great. I think. Nailed it how I wanted to nail it.

Then bla bla everyone got pissed off and went home. Later in the day, we all went out for pizza and guitars. Basically to have fun. A small picnic at the Bedok Adventure Park. Yup.

zK taped a piece at 8/28/2004 11:29:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I've just unearthed my love for blogging. So read on. From now on, I vow to post entries with proper language(s) [Eng and/or Mly]

All this for a good cause.

And now I am dead.

zK taped a piece at 8/25/2004 12:45:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am mentally degrading. I can't bear this deterioration anymore! I am feeling senescent. Sigh. Why must we age? Oh yes.. to lose our memory, become useless, stink like a field of dead corpses and die. Cruel.. ain't it?

zK taped a piece at 8/24/2004 10:38:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My O Level English Oral Examination was simply horrendous. I came in unprepared. Fuck, I spent 10 minutes thinking over some other matters til I couldn't focus on the passage and the picture. Moreover, theres a teacher in front of me. You know how I'll get distracted when theres someone facing/in front of me. heh. Oh yeah, I nearly stumbled onto a couple of desks. (The hall was filled with them because of the ongoing Prelim exams) So being the clumsy fool that I am, unintentionally for once (from trying to act cute), I didn't know my foot caught one of the legs of the chairs. I did a dramatic spin and swiftly caught hold of a desk adjacent to where I was. *BANG* nah I didn't fall. Fortunately, but hey, I did feel embarrased. Some blokes were laughing at me. Oh yeah, the thought of that made me chuckle a bit at the 'waiting chair'. When it was my turn, my reading quite sucked. no it sucked. I was whining during the Conversation section. AND MY PICTURE DESCRIPTION WAS GOD AWFULLY HORRIBLE. WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG WITH ME?

Thats the reason why, I didn't go to school today. With a few more reasons.

- theres jamming today.
- haven't completed my dnt folio. (so I run away like the coward I am)
- I have to deal with months of stress still stucked on the roof of my brain
- the thought of going emo (read below)

Man, I've just saw the girl of my dreams... from in my dreams. Short haired, slim, quite tall, a little chubby, fair and cute. (twas a fookin' hint) teehee. There was a connection between us. No it wasnt lust.. finally for once. Maybe I am making a connection with someone whom I know of who died, or someone from my previous life or bla bla. She looks familiar though but now, in the conscious world, I can't even make out the faintest traces of how she looked. (EXCEPT I remembered her smile) FUCKING CUTE YOU KNOWWWWWWW. Man, she was heavenly. You know, sometimes when I get dreams like this.. it just makes me wanna kill myself.. to unite with my subconscious, away from the dread and the burden (of my family, name, myself, friends, national men) wtf am i talking about? of THIS LIFE. I think you catch my drift. And whenever I get dreams like that, it just makes me wish to see her again in my next sleep. Ignorant, my mind's eye is.

Thy rose,
For thee.

zK taped a piece at 8/24/2004 08:47:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ by the way, good engrish.

zK taped a piece at 8/22/2004 11:23:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I just bought Dark Age of Camelot. Kinda cool. King Arthur died and I am here to defend the Albionian realm, the realm of Arthur. Well, its a 5 in one thingy, with 3 big expansions. Thanks dad.

I must say, there are a wide variety of combat classes and professions to take role of. Being kinda like a Rogue fan, I must say, this is quite the game for me. The graphics ain't that as superior as Star Wars Galaxies, but hey, its still ok. They are going to release is next big expansion in December. Right now, I am in the 30 day free trial thingy.

Academically, I am dead. Its kinda like, I've lost interest in studying cos, I lost my confidence and hope? What happened to my ten points? I am certainly a dumb guy.

The things you'll see coming out of a pessimist.

ITS THE ENDDDDD. No I am not going to ITE. Its wonderland for me.

zK taped a piece at 8/22/2004 11:14:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Hello hello.

So .. how is everyone doing? I am good. I am always good. But deep down inside.. I feel miserable. This state of depression I am in is like a permanent bug. Its like having AIDs. What the fuck am I blabbering about?

Ok. I don't know exactly why I am depressed nowadays. Maybe its the tension I am experiencing.. you know O Levels.

I think I am taking the shit too lightly.. but how can I commit myself to study? I mean.. this is just me. The way I am. I didn't even exactly study for my N Levels. Haha. Well I did but thats kinda.. little. If I were to give 100%, well, I could have done much better.

2 months. My days are numbered.

zK taped a piece at 8/22/2004 12:53:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ok looks like we're going to perform for Teachers' Day! Woohoo. Finally after 6 months of writing and practicing paying off. Hopefully nothing screws up.

Yes.. just after recess, me and some mates of mine were on our way to class when suddenly we stumbled upon a G-string undergarment in front of the girl's toilet. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Fucking grey in colour. If its yours, go claim it. Its at the fire extinguisher at the canteen.

zK taped a piece at 8/19/2004 04:17:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am here to complain.

What the fuck is this school coming to? FUCKING HELL! WHY MUST MY HAIR BE A PROBLEM?! WHO THE FUCK CARES MAN! ALL I WANTED WAS JUST TO PASS TO YOU A PIECE OF PAPER WHICH MEANS A LOT TO ME AND YOU REJECTED IT BECAUSE OF MY HAIR. FUCK YOU LAH!! FUCK YOU TO HELL. WHY MUST YOU AMOUND TO MY STRESS?! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU! MY HAIR ISNT THAT LONG YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. FUCKING HELL. FUCKING BITCH.

I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKED UP SCHOOL. IF I WERE TO FAIL MY O LEVELS IM NOT GOING BACK TO THAT FUCKED UP PLACE ANYMORE!

there i feel much better.

zK taped a piece at 8/16/2004 02:47:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Communion and The Oracle.

Ah.. my week was swell. After a long weekend was a brief period of hell and then another weekend. I can't wait for the September holidays. I will use it to catch up on myself. Heh. Ok I am rambling. I update just for the sake of updating. Sorry.

Well anyway, I am glad to reunite with Ifran and co. Been a long time since we've had our own share of onslaughts on ECP.. in which we terrorized last year during Imp's stayover where the ECP 2AM band was born. We were basically dragging ourselves on the footpaths of the beach singing and acapella-ing techno music. Tiu tiu. Those were the days. Let us hold our swords high, and honor the madness that has shone down on us.

Rambling again. Bye. heh.

Ah yes.. theres this secret club thingy going on? I dunno who they are but they seem interesting. But they do seem awfully familiar. Any ideas guys on who they are?

I'll post a link to their website or blog or whatever.

zK taped a piece at 8/15/2004 10:44:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ok some template updates. You can see that I have a 'Visual' section up. Mainly for pic galleries. Also some new links namely, Dadly, Fareez and Masrina. Heh. I'll update on my life later on.

I've just been accepted into the Fallschrimjager [FsJ] clan and now a Trainee. As a trainee I shalt be loyal.. and also to.. study for my O Levels.

zK taped a piece at 8/15/2004 02:51:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Righto.

I lied. WHAHAHA. Nah. I covered the topic of Sound. ONLY. Well its at least something yeah? Time to wank wank wank wank.

Oh yes, my sis just got back from Bahrain. Shes flying off to Bangkok soon. Sheesh.

zK taped a piece at 8/11/2004 07:38:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Thats it.

I am going to concentrate on my studies right now. A thing that I did not think I can do until I've realise what a waste I have been. I am going to start from scratch and work my way up. No not from grade 1. Of course. Heh. But to do my best.. to make myself be satisfied for once in my studies.

You won't see me online much now. Its mostly boring. Damn. I am like.. addicted to some kind of drug or something.

See you guys around.

zK taped a piece at 8/10/2004 07:03:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Woohooo something heacy heavy. Ok. Time for an update after err a week or so. Just came back from the returning mass #powermetal outing to celebrate National Day. Screwed us.. cos we can't see em fireworks. Some dunno what building blocked our view. Not only us.. but around 2000+ other Singaporeans who gathered at the Esplanade lol. Took some crazy pics and vids. (Query me for em)

Lotsa hot chicks. Lust level was up to maximum. Now lost. Damn temporary.

zK taped a piece at 8/10/2004 01:43:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Racing against time.

My Dnt submission draws nearer and nearer and what have I've done so far? Only around 5% of it because I had to change the design and electronic circuits. The former design I was working on wasn't up to O Level standard. So.. yeah. I am in big boo boo. After some serious thinking.. I've came up with a plan which is so confidential that I've only told 1 person. Wahahaha.
Shalt update more later.



zK taped a piece at 8/05/2004 07:15:00 PM

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