I am here again. Waiting for the sunrise before I retire to my time travelling capsule of doom. It seems like my internal clock has been altered again. I thought I had taken care of it a week ago. Sigh. Days have changed. I don't know why but I feel as if that I am not accustomed to such a timeframe to be awake anymore. I rarely see light nowadays. As in the light of the Sun. Seeing the light of the day again will totally bring life back in me from the dark, depressive setting of the night. However, I still hate the sun.. well the weather to be precise. Sorry Mr. Sun. Yeah, if only Singapore ain't that humid. I miss the nice and cool weather of rural Thailand. Hahaha.

zK taped a piece at 1/31/2005 05:48:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ At this time, I have no idea as to what to blog about. I've been pretty lonely nowadays. Nuff said. Everyone else is with school and all that shit. Sigh. Loneliness blows. Well anyway, I can't sleep so I am killing time right now. Am I really killing? Or seizing? Well ah. Whatever. :D

So.. the usual. I find myself in this exact same spot everytime. Yup. Geez. Ok seriously. I dunno what to blog about. My mind is all cramped up with all sorts of bullshit. Its 5:36. Woohoo. Yeah in the morning.

I find my days to be wasted away. But it'll be more wasted if I were to work. Yes. Work occupies leisure time. Work gives you stress. Work gives you headaches and jobs.. quoting from Ifran "jobs are for jobless people". Money. is. Evil. Yeah sure. The more money you have, the more things you can buy. The more human you become. I don't really have anything in mind to spend on. Plus, I still do get allowance. As a bonus to that, I am a lazy bastard. So there. Though, I don't get that much/month, I am still living my life happily.

When I say my days are boring, I don't mean sad, pathetic boring. Its just boring. Hahaha.

A month left.. to Judgement Day. Ooooh Ahhh. O Level results. Its rather silly to worry about it. I mean, it won't change anything. Just the consequence part. The aftermath. Like what are you gonna say to your folks man. "I failed!" grinning widely. Proudly. Nah. Well, I am just gonna go there, get my results and go home. I'll just sayyy so be it.

zK taped a piece at 1/30/2005 05:28:00 AM

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Spotty's favourite toy.

Dude, where ever you are, take care man. You've always been my closest pal ever for the past 14 years of my life. No other cat can replace you. No other cat will. You'll always be remembered. You were my true best friend. You were more than a best friend. You were like the only brother I've ever had.

I remembered the last day I spent with you. I talked to you about how pathetic and miserable my life was just like any other day. I remembered your last meow, still echoing in my head, when you stepped out of that door. I remembered how sad it was, how it distinguished from your other calls. Days, months passed by. A year and a half now. Where are you? I really hope that you'll return to us.. some day. We will see each other again.

Til then,
See you, brother.

zK taped a piece at 1/27/2005 03:36:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Guess what I am doing now? I am studying. Yeah, no kidding.

I am looking through a book entitled 'Physics Insights' which covers the whole O Levels syllabus. Why am I doing this? Not for some dumb test, nor for some nauseous examination but for personal gain. Whats wrong with that? I know.

I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS A LONG TIME AGO. Hahaha. I was just not me in 2004. All the bullcrap that I had to cope with. Sigh. Peer pressure, tests, examinations, well just pressure basically.

I need to cut down on gaming. I've found the perfect substitute. Reading (or 'studying'). Its time that I wake myself up and step into the real world for once. Not being submerged in a fantasy world.. where only dreamers triumph.

Music. Guitars. I need more practice.

PK. I need more practice. I need more exercise :D.

Sleep. I need some of that now.

zK taped a piece at 1/27/2005 02:35:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Bet you've seen Azman's.

Here's mine.

Friendster Searches

Popular searches in my network
1. zodiac love match
2. main ngan akak
3. di bilik mandi
4. aku menanggalkan baju kebaya
5. tak bercoli
6. stim tengok abang sendiri
7. tips on kissing
8. free mp3 songs
9. dia menonggeng atas ku
10. aku menanggalkan seluarnya

zK taped a piece at 1/26/2005 01:36:00 AM

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Damn boring ah. But school's more boring. :D

I was looking through the various polytechnic courses yesterday, which I should have done a long time ago, and went "Wow wah wah!" Yeah. I am not even sure whether I'll get to poly or not. All I need now is money.

I have a new job. I am working .. as a beggar. Give me money. :D

zK taped a piece at 1/24/2005 06:06:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now Listening: Fear Factory - Zero Signal

Fucking bored now. I am back to my depressive and emo self.. so if you guys wanna piss me off. This is a good time to do so. :D

zK taped a piece at 1/20/2005 06:14:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Whoa hoh. It was a total Natural Selection revival yesterday. I'd say it was like one of the best jamming sessions I've ever had for a while now. We've managed to complete every song [+ Kerry King-like solos] that we played.

We will probably be performing at an upcoming gig in Febuary or March. But heh.. must go through an audition first ah. Wish us luck!

zK taped a piece at 1/14/2005 07:10:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Now Listening: Blind Guardian - The Bard's Song (Part I and II)

I've been sitting on my ass in front of this computer for about a week straight right now without going out of the house. Played Star Wars Galaxies throughout with little sleep. My body clock has no doubt been altered. I sleep in the day and wake at night nowadays. That makes me nocturnal. Step 1 to become a goth fag is to be NOCTURNAL.

Anyway.. you #powermetal guys.. Danial from #alcoholica wants to have a mass LAN Gaming orgy together. Not sure when.. but if you would like to know more.. just call me since I'll mostly be away from MSN.

I have to say now.. that IRC is dead. I hate to say that. It holds sentimental value. I grew up chatting there. Not to mention with all the people I am friends with today. People are slowly fading away from IRC. Every channel that was once dear to me is dead silent now. There will be only like 5 chat sessions per month. Whereas the former days were different. We would chat from dawn til the graveyard hours. Those were the days.

1 minute of silence for my Slipkn0t registered nickname which is no longer usable and registered due to my long absence.

zK taped a piece at 1/11/2005 08:53:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I still can't believe I am out of that fucking landfill. Yes, you've guessed it right. Bedok North Sec. No more fucked up DMs, corrupted OMs, a place filled with low IQ-ed morons, fucked up teachers, bias racism, bullshit, mats, minahs, fucked up rules, constant haircuts. Man, I love freedom.

But I do miss watching idiots fighting with other idiots over small matters such as.. a staring incident, an incident where one accidentally throws a small ice cube at a loser instead of the target. I also miss seeing retarded idiots who will threaten their own selves to commit suicide. No he's not gothic, just a retard. I don't miss school. I am gonna hate work. When I grow up, I wanna be a Shaolin Monk. Cool ah.

zK taped a piece at 1/11/2005 07:59:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I removed the quiz entry cos it was too colourful. It burned my eyes.

zK taped a piece at 1/10/2005 04:29:00 AM

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zK taped a piece at 1/08/2005 10:38:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I found this on my friendster bulletin board.

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The science of astronomy states that the
speed of
planet Mars has been
decreasing in its course toward the
eastern
direction in the few past weeks
to the level we notice the "waver"
between the
east and the west..and on
Wednesday the 30th of July the planet
movement
stopped going toward the
eastern direction..


Then in the months of August and
September...Mars changed its course in
the
opposite direction to the West- and that
until the
end of September..which
means the sun will rise now from the west
on
Mars!!

And this weird phenomena of the
opposite
movement called "Retrograde Motion"
Most scientist state that all the planets
will go
through the same once at
least and our planet Earth is one of them.
Planet
Earth will move in the
opposite direction some day and the sun
will rise
from the west!!

This might occur soon and we are
unaware!


The rise of the sun from the west is
mentioned in
the hadith and this is the
major sign of the day of judgment, most
if not All,
the minor signs have
occured. Wake up.


Our beloved messenger Mohammad
(Peace Be
Upon Him) said: "One of the signs
of the hour..the sun will rise from the
west, where
no longer tauba
(forgiveness) will be granted" !!

And the strange thing..most of our
Shariah
scholars mentioned that the rise
of the sun from the west occurs only
once..on that
day..the sun will rise
from the west..then again from the
east..and
continues until Allah
wishes..and this is similar to what is
happening to
Mars..it stops, then it
changes its course of direction for a short
period
of time..then returns to
way once it was.

And Abdullah Bin Amro (R.A.) said: (I
memorized
from the messenger (Peace Be
Upon Him) a hadith I will never forget..I
heard the
messenger of Allah
(Peace Be Upon Him) say: The first aya
to come
the rise of the sun from the
west) [Ahmad]

And the messenger (Peace Be Upon
Him) "Allah
places HIS hand at night to
forgive his morning sinners, and places in
the
morning to forgive his night
sinners until the sun rises from the west"
[Muslim]

This piece of news is very important as it
brings
with it a great sign of
warning and remembrance of the coming
of a new
WORLD - the world of the
Hereafter And it is also good material for
calling
others to ALLAH -
whether for muslims, the unwary of us or
the kufar.
When we show this hadith
that was told 1400 years ago about this
miracle..you will see InshaALLAH, a
lot will enter this beautiful religion...And
the
muslims if they see this
phenomena happening in Mars..who
knows
maybe it would bring them closer to
our CREATOR.

May Allah keep all of us in the Right path
and
provide us with success in
this world as well as in the hereafter.
====

But isn't the East-West Sunrise-Sunset recurrence based on the spinning of the Earth? Retrograde Motion is just the change of a planets course from East to West instead of West to East. This however doesn't change the spinning of a planet. Not that I know of. Thus, this wouldn't change the sunrise and sunset cycle. I think. Hahaha.

But I still think that instilling fear to people is stupid. Balls to you fairy tale man.

We need Hanif. Where is that blue gorilla anyway?

zK taped a piece at 1/08/2005 08:54:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Listening to Dream Theater's Train of Thought.

I need to regain my guitar mojo. I've lost like 75% of the things that I've worked for. My speed and accuracy is crap now. For that, I need to cut down on my alternatives such as gaming and parkour. But first.. I need new strings for my Peavey and my "brand new" 'Madi' explorer. (which my dad found and gave to me) No doubt it looks prehistoric. Hahaa. But I am curious as to how it sounds like. That time will come I am sure.

Oh yes. Spent my new years eve with the Kooh Kia Klan AKA Secret Club AKA Brother Bears AKA Powermetal Boys etc. Koohing Kiahing Kia. Check out the pics at the Visuals section to the right.. there --------->

Had a blast though we didn't do the countdown thingy. New year. 2005. I bet its going to be another shitty year. Why wouldn't anyone celebrate Happy New Day and have like a New Day Resolution which might.. well.. make your days more worthwhile I guess. Heh.

Ok I think I am off to bed now.

zK taped a piece at 1/02/2005 04:51:00 AM

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