The day was pretty ok. Went out with me dad and sis just now to buka at err.. Holiday Inn I think. Well my dad's treat. It has been ages since I've dine in such a fancy place. So, being me self, there were quite a few screwups just now. Lol. Well firstly, I accidentally tore the napkin dunno what thingy accidentally. Then, I spilled that and spilled this and just walked away from the buffet table. I also took a pita bread with no fillings. Mistaken a crayfish for a lobster. Mistaken a piece of cheese for a cake. It looked like a cake. Cos the paper wrappings (when I realised they were paper wrappings) lookied like cream. So I just took a slice. At first I thought it was durian whahahaha because of its texture. Then my sis gave it a try.. "This isnt a cake lah! Its cheese!!!"

"Cheese?!"

Then we all laughed. But nonetheless, the food was great. Then bought some clothes. Got a trainer well.. a running shoe for Parkour purposes. Kooh. Then uh, got sour when they wanted to go to Geylang cos truthfully, I hate going to that place. Hah. Oh well, we got back home instead and here I am.

I've been trying out some Opeth stuffs. Cool. I really suck man. Hahaha.

zK taped a piece at 10/29/2004 02:05:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Decided to take a short break in studying. I am just reviewing my tattered Switzerland notes while listening to Vital Remains. Lol. Everyone else is asleep at home while here I am blasting some bad ass music in my room.

Well what am I gonna talk about today? Nothing really. Nothing in mind. Just Switzerland Switzerland.

Oh yeah, had an annual #powermetal get-together last Saturday. More to come. The #powermetal chatters are usually active during the fasting months. With new faces and old ones. This year, is no exception. We have a new powermetaller.. Haliff! hahaa. Official ah.

Anyway, the gathering was a blast. Just making tons of noises really. Ate Ramly burger, buka-ed together, went roaming around the damn place reciting Viking chants. Took Kvlt pics as well. hur.

zK taped a piece at 10/27/2004 01:55:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ She lay,
motionless on a bed of crimson roses,
fallen from the mysterious depths of the skies,
on the night of her passing.

Passer-bys lay their sight,
on her frail body,
slowly decaying away,
soon into dust,
soon forgotten.

This was her atonement,
her soft wrists,
with thin red lashes of hate,
of the past.

Her first and final flight,
to the afterlife,
ended in misery,
sending shockwaves of fear and melancholy.

That was his last chapter,
prolonged, written, predetermined.

Freedom,
she received,
suicide,
was her gift.

I made this out of boredom..

Cos I can't fucking sleep. Hah.

zK taped a piece at 10/26/2004 04:01:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am studying.. SOCIAL STUDIES!!

and chatting with a budak biol :P

zK taped a piece at 10/21/2004 01:55:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I feel so.. spent. Its like, as if everything has been fulfilled. Lol. Maybe its because I am really confident in my Science Practical. Except for that damn Titration part. Argh. I was going "What the fuck is Titration?" I tried recalling if I had ever encountered such a word.. but to no avail.. the thing that came into my mind were tits and boobies. The first three letters. TIT. Hahaha. Well anyways, for the rest of the questions, they're quite ok. It was a completely different feel just now. Normally, I wouldn't care if I left a question unanswered. Pfft. Of course what. O levels is of a much grander scale.

I've put on a lot of thought of where I want to go after I am done with Secondary school. My aim is to go to NYP and take up media. No no.. take up BioChem ah at any poly if my results will be that superior. I am keeping my head high.

Now I've found out the real reason for the cause of this 'dissipation of intelligence' that I am having. Its the damn Internet! Argh. Its taking control of me. I can just sit in front of the monitor staring blankly into space, waiting for anyone to pop up with a hello on MSN or shit. At the same time, listening to music and stuff. Whats the purpose? To socialise? I guess. I can socialise with me folks at home. Lol. Aiyah. I vow to cut down on the amount of time I am going to spend on the internet for the next few weeks... until the end of My O's ah. Heh.

Watch me. As I'll probably just break this vow.

zK taped a piece at 10/19/2004 01:52:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I think I am going insane. Really. Hahahaha. But I like it.

Ok I am bored. Science O Levels Practical later at 2. Make us to assemble at 12:30 for what fuck.

zK taped a piece at 10/18/2004 05:50:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Went to the Discombobulation gig yesterday. Hamartia was the heaviest for me yesterday night. One wrong turn also kicked ass last night. But I felt like I wasted my 7 bucks man. I only got into the moshpit for one song. Threw my body into other people carelessly, obliviously.. the other people were like bursting into laughter. Felt malu ah but all in good fun ah. Met Vin in the pit. Vin my previous band's bassist lah. I also met him at the IJ Metalfest. Still goofy.

Well anyway, met the metaltronic guys. Loosefall (Shawn) and Ian from Hamartia. Just discovered Shawn and I were good friends and hardcore Slipknot fans a few years back. Reunited in the most perculiar timing ever. LOL. Totally lost contact ah. Now we're friends all over again. Ian, is close to the #powermetal guys. Actually got acquianted to him in the past. Now friends ah. Cool ah 2 new friends. Also, got to know Hamartia's guitarist. Eric. Hahaha. Kooh shit ah. Nice guy to crap around with.

Attack of the Black Burger High Infernal Kings of Hell Kvlt Trve bitch. ok shaddap.

I am fasting. Miracle eh? Coming from a damn right non-religious guy who detest his own religion. Well, I am doing this to lose weight so. hah. Screw you guys. I love you all. Bye bye.
INAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA im bored lah. heh.

zK taped a piece at 10/16/2004 04:47:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"

Hanging
Your own gallows call. Your method of suicide is Hanging.

zK taped a piece at 10/16/2004 01:49:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Yesterday's gig was a blast except for the myriad number of clashes between the skinheads, punks and what not. Umar got into a fight with one of the skins.

I seriously do not know what was their motive in doing all this. Sigh.

Finally got to do some serious headbanging after I dunno how many months lol. All the bands were kick ass. 7pv, Yakamashii, Spellbound and Axed Ministers. Fucking awesome. The vocalist of Spellbound dived off two monitors on the stage to the crowd. Must be the most insane thing I've seen a while. Also met a couple of my old friends. Wah very cool ah. My camera got hogged by Ina. :
I shall post some galleries up in the near future. In the meantime, go fuck yourselves. :D

zK taped a piece at 10/12/2004 02:36:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I just realise how immature I was man when I refute. whahahaa. Look at the previous post. Reminds me of how Timo Tolkki would refute.

zK taped a piece at 10/10/2004 11:54:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I am weak.

I was going to type this in caps lock but I don't think it will make a difference. Ok frankly right now, I am super pissed. Who the fuck are you zeeek? (tagboard) Who are you to impose as me? Ok fuck it. I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU. CHEEBAI. WHO ARE YOU TO SAY STUFF LIKE THAT TO A FRIEND OF MINE? OBVIOUSLY YOU HAVE A LOT OF FUCKING FREE TIME YOU GOD WORSHIPPING PIECE OF SHIT. CURSE YOU! YOU HAVE FUCKING CROSS THE LINE!!

AND WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU SITI? GO TO HELL YOU PIECE OF SHIT. BOTH OF YOU CAN GO STRAIGHT TO HELL FOR ALL I CARE. WELL IF THERES SUCH A PLACE. ETERNAL DAMNATION!

zK taped a piece at 10/09/2004 07:28:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ love is nothing.
what the hell is wrong with me?
i prefer to be left alone now.

zK taped a piece at 10/09/2004 01:46:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ It was amazing how I took hours to decide whether to go to some secret last minute-scheduled 'class' that I'll be having tomorrow or Metal Industries tomorrow. Also, the fact that I had to stress over it. Sorry Ifran, I can't be your photographer tomorrow. What was supposedly going to be a day of fun will be another stressing day again for Zeek.

You know what my initial idea? to cabut. Until I got a message on Friendster from my sister who is now in Dubai working as a flight stewardess saying how she regretted not studying hard for her A Levels to get to University. How her will to study dissipated after all the obstacles that she has gone through to get to JC. How different it is from Secondary school life.

Scary isn't it? All I get from JC, Poly and ITE students is that, their course gets stale and blant after a while. Is it because they chose the wrong course? or something else?

Then, working will be a much more boring and routined thing to do. Then, you'll reminisce of the day when you got your first kiss, the days when do pranks and all that stuff to other people, the days when you played block catching with your friends and the days when you shitted your pants in class. (That never happened to me though) After a hard day's work, you get a miserable pay. This will continue until you hit 60.

From there, I guess, I'll be sitting around at home. Listening to Opeth or Spiral Architect, well hopefully. Write some shit about what I think of Life before the day I die. Looking back at my blog on the various shit I've written. Well that is, if I still have a strong vision. Or maybe.. do some Parkour-ing? I'll break my fucking bones. Til then, you realise that you are a weak and pathetic. Then, you'll get some sickness, and then you'll be fucking dead. Thats the end of everything. Just like that. Done. Nada. The world that you know, will disappear before your eyes.

Life will get boring after 25.

zK taped a piece at 10/08/2004 07:38:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Alas, the day is coming to its end. Fuck you.

zK taped a piece at 10/07/2004 11:40:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I've been unable to pay attention in class these few days and I have isolated myself, well most of the time, from others because I keep on thinking about this one thing that can't go away. Sigh. I've tried well, everything I guess. Its best that it is kept unknown for the time being.

My days are numbered. O levels in 20+ days. How cool is that? Its really pressing for me to really think about it. I've been getting negative visions on the outcome of me getting the results. Time and effort will tell.

First things first, I have to get to work.

zK taped a piece at 10/07/2004 06:18:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Of a retard.

Boring school day as usual.

Lol, well there was this classmate of mine just now. Well, he's considered.. well mentally something wrong up there. So.. some of my classmates, pissed him off by hiding his back in some secret place. He got mad. I was at the toilet at that time. I returned to class, already attracting passer bys and kaypoh kias, finding him throwing tables and chairs, displaying his oh-so strange expression of ferocity and vehemence, wiping out the first row. I went to my place, laughing maniacally at the freakshow.

It was entertaining. A friend of mine, who happened to have brought a camera just now, managed to capture the shit. I shalt try to grab hold of it. In the meantime..

DKLKDJWKLdjekdjewlMasis.jkdkwlejdJKJKedddkdwjdlkjedKLEkw

zK taped a piece at 10/05/2004 05:55:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Sonata Arctica - The Misery

I write the lines you want me to, with the words.
I dare to use of all the ones that you have taught me, along the years.

You cast a perfect shadow on the paper.
Fade away with sunlight, I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain...

You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night.
I wish you bear with me, stay near me.
When the autumn leaves have fallen. Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me...

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

Seven lonely lies written on Deadwinter's night,
open the only book with the only poem I can read...
In blood I sign my name and seal the midnight with a tear.
Burn the paper, every line for them I cried...

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

I am the Playwrite and you are my Crown, make me cry for your love,
like you've done many times, so I know.
I can't write these storylines without you, lady pain, make me strong,
can't we be together without them forever...

The words I write can only hurt you, sorry for the rain.
Thank you, my only one, you gave me this pain...I leave you gently on the floor,
take one step towards the door.
Where's the letter never written, good night now...

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

:(

zK taped a piece at 10/05/2004 04:22:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I've decided to make this post to no one. Due to the fucked up mood I am in, I've gone beyond borders and into a new frontier of insanity.

Whatever it is, I am sorry. I am sorry for the way I've acted. I am sorry for the person that I've become. I am just fucking sorry.

Maybe I am just too lonely.

zK taped a piece at 10/04/2004 10:04:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I think my head is gonna explode.

I need to clear my head.

zK taped a piece at 10/04/2004 01:06:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Currently feeling stupid. Can't help it. I can't do my work.

I rocked my head back just now and man, it sent what fucking what. I hate English. I hate everything.

zK taped a piece at 10/03/2004 04:01:00 PM

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