Give me a definite meaning of "BELO".

zK taped a piece at 7/29/2004 11:40:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ This day, we fight.

Ok so today was a boring day. Not really though. I've found the light in education. Whilst everyone was feeling tired and lethargic to the extend of "cannot take it/in anymore" I was listening attentively to my form teacher speaking. (Social Studies)

I live by this saying.. "Every word has its uses and meaning. If you're unable to focus, missing a single word can bring catastrophic means." So there.

In using this .. principle.. I've been able to capture stuffs like Physics from Tan Choon Lye. Lol. No.. seriously. I've got to admit that his lessons can sometimes ok always be boring and vague but if you pay attention to the man.. really.. it helps. I've learnt that through his slow process of teaching.. which of course is a negative factor in teaching.. he really focus unto the details and what not. He emphasise on a single thing to make us understand. (In which if WE pay attention) He uses theoretical terms and such, which sometimes can mind bomb us, which tells us that we have to revise on our own and find out that meaning before-hand. Before you know it.. we're already on the next chapter.

Now, I have absolutely no clue on "Waves" but have learnt a lot in "Electromagnetism". Now we are on "Radioactivity". Looks interesting.

I've really taken an interest in Science. Maybe I can take a Science related course in a tetiary school or something. I mean.. who in my class have heard of the Super String Theory? (I still do not understand the rudiment and the foundation of that subject) They will all go ga-ga if SST were to be included in our syllabus.
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BUT.. All I know is.. that it is related to time and that time is not constant. We think that time is constant but in fact it isn't. Prove: Einstein's Theory of Relativity.

And then it has to do with Beads and Strings and all which confuses me.

But hey.. Ok.
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Back to the subject. Well yes. A fellow scientist? Heh. That'll be cool. Or maybe a Scientific Musician.

"It has all got to do with your mind."

zK taped a piece at 7/29/2004 10:24:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ok theres this stupid kings of chaos link when you open my page? (Of all games why do you have to play a stupid one?)

Don't join his stupid war and I dunno whos this LkmNairlsmdsladn guy. (Any idea to get rid of this?)

zK taped a piece at 7/29/2004 01:55:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Please.. money is not the most important thing in the world.

Ok maybe I'm better off dead.

zK taped a piece at 7/28/2004 11:45:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Alright. Time for an update.

School was alright today. I got sent home cos I was sick. Yup. Had a 37.6. My teacher got all panicky and told me to go home and everyone was looking at me. Then I smile smile ah. :P

But I had to sit in the sick bay for a while because you know why? I forgot the contact no. of my mom and sis. Sigh. So I had to sit down there like an idiot. There was a sec 2 girl who was also sick who was sent home. Damn weather.

Ok.. so I miraculously remembered my sis's hp no. after clearing my head.

"Can I try making a phone call?"

Then walla. The next thing I know is that i got home and played Rise of Nations. I am having a throbbing headache now. Sigh.

Maybe I'll be going to school tomorrow. Maybe not. Lets just see.

zK taped a piece at 7/28/2004 11:32:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ok an add on as to what happened on Racial Harmony Day..

1) Fucked up kids breakdancing to Maroon 5's This Love.

I don't know why but that pissed me off.

zK taped a piece at 7/26/2004 08:27:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I've just realised how bad my voice is when I sing. Whahaha. Or is it my sore throat? Questions.. questions that need answers.

zK taped a piece at 7/25/2004 11:48:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ The angry guy: I often question our purpose of life.

What is the point of living? Why is the a need for developing.. for survival for who? For God? Hah. Don't make me laugh. Everyone's favourite imaginary friend. Why are we born pathetic and weak? What happens next? You die and thats it? To live is to dieeeeee (breaks into a Metallica song)

To those who believe in reincarnation.. you repeat the whole cycle again. Boring life. But hey you get to be different people of different stature. Who knows.. I might be the President of Oobersville in my next life. (I don't believe in reincarnation though and I don't believe in heaven nor hell)

How can there be a spiritual self when the mind and body is dead. With one of the 4 quadrants gone.. there cannot be an essence of survival of a human being. (To which I do not believe in) There is a higher force out there. It is me. My higher self. You know like when you take Ketamine.

As a conclusion: I am bored.

Death Before Dishonor.

Free thinkers aren't dangerous. You're just too blind to accept them.

zK taped a piece at 7/25/2004 02:47:00 AM

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The shimmering light of the candle flame,

piercing through the air with its royal blaze,

burning the winds for its crimson phase.


The stillness of my mind brings back vehemence and anger,

the fire within engulfing with its infallible rage,

I sense a disturbance in the force.


For my boredom soon convey,

Lost of words for fuck,

fuck fuck fuck.

This is going no where,

save me,

Whats my age again oh whats my age again.



zK taped a piece at 7/25/2004 02:31:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ok maybe I should right an entry about what went down on Racial Harmony Day. Well it started out great and ended ugly.. well for me.

Arrived at school and was already quite late and settled down on the gallery of the School Hall. Already began taking pictures as soon as I whipped out my camera. Swoosh. Basically, we were taking pictures the entire day. Of my friends and some sluts. You know why sluts? Because they look really slutty. Hahaha. Oh wait.. they are sluts. Ok moving on. Yup. Basically thats it. People hugging and all. Fucking mats hugging ugly chicks and caressing their flat tits. Hah.

And soon it got boring. After a 1hr and 30min and enduring 30mins of health food lecturing.. (1st degree of anger through boredom). Well I find that talk interesting if you ask me. The lecturer gave us tips on what to eat and all blabla. After that, what supposed to be English, was another photo taking session. Ah .. After that.. an hour of Geography. (2nd degree) Then after which the whole class dispersed into 3 groups. Some of the guys wanted to skip Chemistry, some wanted to Slack and the others wanted to attend the Chemistry lesson. So I followed the Slack group. It was boring. (3rd degree)

Then finally a fellow classmate then dropped by and told us to go to the Chem Lab as the teacher was infuriated as she knew some of us had gone MIA. Heh. So we arrived at the Chem Lab. Teacher told us to sit outside of the lab because I didn't bring  my Qualitative Analysis Chemistry Book. (4th degree) Then I had to endure some crap talk by the fucked up mats. No no they weren't talking.. they were more like shouting.

Topics:
Chicks (5th degree)
Prostitutes (6th degree)
'You screwed a chick' (7th degree)
'Somebody likes you' (8th degree)

Oh yes did I mentioned crap? (9th degree)

I then left and sat a few metres away in solitude concealing my anger.

5 minutes before the bell rang and some of the students were already out. But then we had to wait for another 5 minutes for the bell to ring. (10th degree)

Few seconds before the bell, I was already off ablazing. Walking swiftly to get home.

"Asal kau macam bad mood gitu?"

Why.

Oh yes to add on. The entire day my classmates have been bugging me for the camera. 1 degree for each person. So altogether.. 20 degrees to piss me off.

I shall add an url to the gallery soon.

Go knock yourself out.

After that.. I went home and played Star Wars Galaxies to cheer me self up. That did it.

Thursday and Friday came. Normal days. Mundane-ness. Mas is like a Vietnamese Man Fatt Lam girl. Heh.




zK taped a piece at 7/23/2004 02:32:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My class consists of 4 free thinkers. I am still a covert. Sort of.


zK taped a piece at 7/22/2004 05:25:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ The professor of a university challenged his students with this question. "Did God create everything that exists?" A student answered bravely, "Yes, he did". The professor then asked, "If God created everything, then he created evil. Since evil exists (as noticed by our own actions), so God is evil. The student couldn't respond to that statement causing the professor to conclude that he had "proved" that "belief in God" was a fairy tale, and therefore worthless. Another student raised his hand and asked the professor, "May I pose a question? " "Of course" answered the professor.The young student stood up and asked : "Professor does Cold exist? "The professor answered, "What kind of question is that?...Of course the cold exists... haven't you ever been cold?" The young student answered, "In fact sir, Cold does not exist. According to the laws of Physics, what we consider cold, in fact is the absence of heat. Anything is able to be studied as long as it transmits energy (heat). Absolute Zero is the total absence of heat, but cold does not exist.What we have done is create a term to describe how we feel if we don't have body heat or we are not hot." "And, does Dark exist?", he continued. The professor answered "Of course". This time the student responded, "Again you're wrong, Sir. Darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in fact simply the absence of light. Light can be studied, darkness can not. Darkness cannot be broken down. A simple ray of light tears the darkness and illuminates the surface where the light beam finishes. Dark is a term that we humans have created to describe what happens when there's lack of light." Finally, the student asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?" The professor replied, "Of course it exists, as I mentioned at the beginning, we see violations, crimes and violence anywhere in the world, and those things are evil." The student responded, "Sir, Evil does not exist. Just as in the previous cases, Evil is a term which man has created to describe the result of the absence of God's presence in the hearts of man. After this, the professor bowed down his head, and didn't answer back. The young man's name was ALBERT EINSTEIN.


zK taped a piece at 7/22/2004 04:43:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Some pics which I find kinda cool. None of these pics are edited using any softwares.
 
The Samurai Tool People
 
http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v30/pyrofuk/DSC00345.jpg
 
http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v30/pyrofuk/DSC00308.jpg   
 






zK taped a piece at 7/19/2004 12:01:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Good evening you sons a bitches. Hur.

The week has been going well. Well, kinda less stressful because I woke up late for two consecutive days (Monday and Tuesday) lol.

Well I am off to Marine Parade now.

Come to me Aria. ^_^ .. Giovanni.

zK taped a piece at 7/15/2004 07:22:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Wonder why I am not always online like I always do? Been playing Star Wars Galaxies. HAHAAAA

zK taped a piece at 7/12/2004 07:39:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Yoyo. Ok I guess what better time to update? When everyone else is asleep. Muahahaha. These few days were tiring. ESPECIALLY YESTERDAY. Had to do NPCC duty yesterday from 1pm til 11pm at Victoria Theatre. Was extremely relieved after it was all over. All I remembered was our Operations Manager eating a packeted food. Wahaha. I whispered .. "its over, its over" cos I don't have to drag myself for NPCC anymore. But sigh, I made a lot of friends from NPCC yesterday and.. got hooked onto some girl too. Never talked cos I was shy. So we just made eye contact and tada. Thats it. Boring ey? Hur.

I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY DOWNLOADING SOME STUPID COMPUTER GAME WOOHOO. Another 40 minutes to go.

Well today's my malay Oral. I know Fizah has done hers. Nows my turn. I can't speak Malay. Unfortunately. Well.. see how it goes later aight.

zK taped a piece at 7/09/2004 01:24:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Here are the pics from my school's Musical Night. Well no pictures of the performance. Just pictures of 7 guys slacking and crappy photos.

Click here

zK taped a piece at 7/07/2004 11:57:00 PM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Hello all.

Sorry for not updating and all heh. Got kinda lazy.

Later I update okay? I promise. :P

zK taped a piece at 7/03/2004 07:15:00 AM

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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Hello, Mirror - so glad to see you my friend, it's been a while
Searching, Fearless - where do I begin to heal this wound of self-denial

Face yourself man!
Brace yourself and trace your hell back

You've been blinded, living lie a one way cold existence all the while
Now it's time to stare the problem right between the eyes you long lost child

I wanna feel your body breaking
Wanna feel your body breaking and shaking and left in the cold
I want to heal your conscience making a change o fix this dying soul

Born into this world a broken home
Surrounded by love yet all alone
Forced into a life that's split in two
A mother and a father both pulling you

Then you had to deal with loss and death
Everybody thinking they know best
Coping with this shit at such an age
Can only fill a kid with pain and rage

Family disease pumped through your blood
Never had the chance you thought you could
Running all the while with no escape
Turning all that pain in to blame and hate

Living on your own by twenty one
Not a single care and having fun
Consuming all the life in front of you
Burning out the fuse and smoking the residue

Possessive obsessions selfish childish games
Vengeful resentments
Passing all the blame
Living out a life of decadence
Acing without thought of consequence
Spreading all your lies from coast to coast
While spitting on the ones that matter most

Running power mad with no control
Fighting for the credit they once stole
No one can ever tell you what to do
Ruling other's lives while the can't stand the thought of you

A living reflection seen from miles away
A hopeless affliction having run astray

I wanna feel your body breaking
Wanna feel your body breaking and shaking and left in the cold
I want to heal your conscience making a change o fix this dying soul

Now that you can see all you have done
It's time to take that step into the kingdom
All your sins will only make you strong
And help you break right through the prison wall"

zK taped a piece at 7/01/2004 11:03:00 PM

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