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Insomnia kicks in! I am in no mood for game playing and all that cos yes, I am just basically not in the mood. Mechanical Engineering.. wtf?

Managed to find the page and took the colour blindness test. Nothing more than just slides of different coloured plates.. you know those spots and numbers. :D It did hurt my eyes a bit after looking at all 24 plates. Thats about it though. There wasn't a need to submit anything. Man.. I really want to be in Biochem Tech. Please John Rambo, please help me. It has always been my ambition. To be a Scientist! Well in this case.. sorta heh. I will do my best! Arghh. But somehow all hope seem to diminish right before my eyes.

My sis went to this fortune teller a couple o' months back.

"Your brother will be a successful engineer."

Well its my choice to believe. Yeah right. I don't believe in fate.

Yup. I don't mind being in Mechanical Engineering in a Polytechnic. But not in ITE. Damnit. I'll be surrounded by those vehicle fanatics .. as if they can afford them. C'mon. I've been going through my Chemistry TYS in my free time for John Rambo's sake! I've been watching Discovery Channel during the err the science hour? lol. Anything and everything to do with science. I am going crazy. I will do anything and everything to get into that course. argh. If not, I'll never see weird organisms, I'll never get to know how cloning works, how to manufacture sea monkeys, how to .. wait. Can I be a Gene Engineer? :D:D:D:D:D:D WOO! GENETIC ENGINEERING I WANT I WANT! I'll work my ass off. Just give me a chance you stupid pieces a' shit. I blame the Government.

I've always been fascinated by science. I still remember when I was in Primary 2. It was boring! Pri 3 came. Boom science! Ah those were the days. The age of pencils and erasers. The era when I got close to this Japanese looking cute girl whom I've lost contact with. I miss her. :( I kissed her cheek. I think. I forgot. Ah crap. I did kiss some girl's cheek. Ah nvm. That was when, the 'Zeek' in me was born. I got fat in Primary 4. And then all the chicks just ran away from me.

The point is. Give me some balls. Er. Give me the big ass one and I'll roll with it and mow everyone else down with it. To Polytechnic. To University (Yeah right). Screw NS. I'll start a revolution! Well.. if I want to. I'll lead a happy life. And then I'll die.

I still think that I am in a dream that I can't wake up from. How can you tell? Seriously.

zK taped a piece at 3/23/2005 04:41:00 AM

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