I wonder.. why am I always filled with hate til that I've totally forgotten about the opposition which is.. love. Love doesn't exist in the world of hate. In this world I live in. Its sadistic, vile and terrible. What do I get out of hate? Accomplishment? I have no idea. I am lost and confused. I am feeling as if as I am nothing. I am falling into this void of nothingness again. :
Maybe, its the past. I am the sort who broods about the past though.. I try not to. But how can you not forget about the past? The choices and actions you made which are the stones and rocks of your path which carpets you from the unknown? The mistakes, the agony, the suffering, the torture. All that which makes me what I am today.

Though.. still.. I am not certain of the real reason behind this phenomenon.

But to everyone who has fallen from my words and/or actions of hate, anger and bla bla. I am sorry.

zK taped a piece at 12/28/2004 02:16:00 AM

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