Sunday, December 12, 2004
7 Deadly Sins

I am human. No doubt about that. But I tend to forget that. I tend to forget myself.. what I truly am. This is when I lose myself.

Sometimes I think highly of myself like I am better than everyone else. That I can do more.. with much more skill and precision.. with much more ease and finesse. Pride. And with that belief.. I just keep going.. and going.. more and more. Gluttony. Til I have everything I.. want. Greed. Even the women. Lust.

Jealousy intrudes.. Envy. I try not to affect others but sometimes.. the pain is just too intense. I have to vent out my anger, til the other feels the heat and sees the blaze that burns inside me that engulfs every single cell in my body until everything explodes, sending me into oblivion. Wrath.

And the consequence.. more hate. Its primitive. Its all instinct.

(though.. fire vs. water does work sometimes as opposed to fire vs. fire.)

but hey.. I am a Leo after all. All I do all day is just sitting and lazing around.. Sloth. thinking that I am the king of the world. I am in a way. I am the king of my world. You are the god of yours.

(and.. just don't try to piss me off)

I hide them. (most of the time) I conceal. I conceal them and let them decompose. Let them fade from this earth and dissolve in thin air. Its a process of self-understanding taken from a different perspective. This is when I, intrude.

zK taped a piece at 12/12/2004 02:29:00 AM
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