Friday, October 08, 2004
It was amazing how I took hours to decide whether to go to some secret last minute-scheduled 'class' that I'll be having tomorrow or Metal Industries tomorrow. Also, the fact that I had to stress over it. Sorry Ifran, I can't be your photographer tomorrow. What was supposedly going to be a day of fun will be another stressing day again for Zeek.

You know what my initial idea? to cabut. Until I got a message on Friendster from my sister who is now in Dubai working as a flight stewardess saying how she regretted not studying hard for her A Levels to get to University. How her will to study dissipated after all the obstacles that she has gone through to get to JC. How different it is from Secondary school life.

Scary isn't it? All I get from JC, Poly and ITE students is that, their course gets stale and blant after a while. Is it because they chose the wrong course? or something else?

Then, working will be a much more boring and routined thing to do. Then, you'll reminisce of the day when you got your first kiss, the days when do pranks and all that stuff to other people, the days when you played block catching with your friends and the days when you shitted your pants in class. (That never happened to me though) After a hard day's work, you get a miserable pay. This will continue until you hit 60.

From there, I guess, I'll be sitting around at home. Listening to Opeth or Spiral Architect, well hopefully. Write some shit about what I think of Life before the day I die. Looking back at my blog on the various shit I've written. Well that is, if I still have a strong vision. Or maybe.. do some Parkour-ing? I'll break my fucking bones. Til then, you realise that you are a weak and pathetic. Then, you'll get some sickness, and then you'll be fucking dead. Thats the end of everything. Just like that. Done. Nada. The world that you know, will disappear before your eyes.

Life will get boring after 25.

zK taped a piece at 10/08/2004 07:38:00 PM
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