Time for an update..

This past few days.. I've:

- been playing Runescape all alone.
- cursing throughout because of my guitar cable which was spoilt.
- got to know a lot of people.
- more distant to my family.
- found out that my dad is gonna marry soon.. to my future step mother(?) well at least she gives me money.. thats fine.
- glued to the computer.
- began downloading some Band of Brothers episodes.
- not been jamming.
- found out my utmost hatred towards techno music.
- not been getting much sleep.

School in around 10 days or so. This is fucked. If only the holidays were much longer. I've not been attending school, and not been doing my holiday homework.

Because..

- I've lost interest in studying.
- I am starting to think that education is bullshit. (moreover, with classmates like these)

.. to the extent of the thought of dropping out school.

Call me whatever you want man.

But I am not going to. I'll just do my "best".

I don't know what will happen to me in the future. I don't want to know. Its all in time's hands right now. What if I'll live through this life as a failure? Is that wrong? Is the main purpose in life, to live, get money, marry, fuck, get a kid, get a job, own a car, own a house, retire and die? I know theres more, but I am just too occupied to think right now.

I need a girl. No wait I am not desperate. I just need someone. Someone.

zK taped a piece at 6/17/2004 03:47:00 AM

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