Feeling: Sad.
Now Listening: Aphelion - Remnants of Yesterday

Things aren't the same as they used to be. I am browsing photo albums taken when everything seemed so perfect. Everything was supposed to be what they're supposed to be. Whenever I would look a photo of me, aged 5, in a hotel lobby with my sister, I would try to reminisce that same exact scene. The same thing for every other picture or photo. Sigh. Things are different now.. everyone is doing his/her own individual things. I was referring to my family of course. Everyones working, financial problems and all. We don't communicate much as we used to because of their own busy schedule. How I wish I could go back in time and relive those memories, seize every moment.. but unfortunately, I can't. Only in my dreams. Only whenever I would close mye eyes in deep meditation being one with nature, time, the universe before returning to reality, busy schedules, conflicts and even more problems. sigh.

zK taped a piece at 1/11/2004 06:50:00 PM

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